Oh my gawd, I'm the n00b in this role play, and it's really showing. The guy who introduced me to it is trying to be nice, but I am so lost, and I went so red! I know they're trying to let me in but it's kind of hard. I hate being new! It's so humiliating to me. I don't know these people, and yet I am so totally  embarrassed by all my goofy